Heart Broken

Should I say that I had my heart broken by someone I really liked so much?

I was about to write a blog regarding him. The week after Ondoy wrecked many properties, I went back to school. After school, I always take a rest. But that week, I felt sick. It's as if I would be having flu and fever. I already took my meds then I went online and opened my FB account. I posted in my status that I felt sick that time. After some hours of surfing the net, I closed my laptop and went back to rest because I had work the next day.

After work, I opened my FB account again. It seemed nothing new except for a new message in my inbox in FB. It was my ultimate crush, for being cute and very intelligent guy. He was giving me pieces of advice on what I should do regarding what I was feeling that time. I just got shocked with that because I did not expect something like that from him. I felt that he was caring for me. It was kinda unusual because why give me a personal message instead of just leaving a comment on my status. (Or, was I just giving some other color to that?)

Super kilig ako nung nabasa ko yun. I was not really expecting something like that especially from him. Parang na-glue gun ata ang ngiti ko sa mukha nung araw na iyon. Super saya ko. Tapos nagreply ako, I told him I felt better na. I took Biogesic already. I hope that I would be okay until the end of the week because I had a lot of things to do. Tapos, nagbigay na naman siya ng advice after I replied to his message. Wala lang. Nasa cloud 9 ako nung mga panahon na iyon.

He is the same guy na namention ko sa previous blog ko na laging nagmemessage sa akin sa FB at YM.

After nun, I always check on his FB account. hahaha! Di naman ako stalker pero I wanted to see his latest updates. Tapos isang gabi, last Thursday night lang I saw his relationship status. Nalakagay MARRIED TO __________. Wala na. Gumuho na ang mundo ko. Girl yung karelasyon niya. So, wala na ang ilusyon kong hindi siya straight. May konting depression pero tanggap ko na. Kaya ngayon, hindi ko na vinivisit ang kanyang page. hahaha! Para maka-move on na ko at makahanap ng bagong ultimate crush. :)